Christmas Thoughts and a Partial Show N' Tell of Christmas Decor with Pets

Dear Friends, grab some coffee or tea and away we go!

Christmas time is here, and it snuck up on me.   I started out with a bang around Thanksgiving and now suddenly feel overwhelmed somehow.  It's a fight for that Christmas spirit, I think maybe it happens every year around this time.  We see how far folks have gone, what happened to the sweet Christmas's of yesteryear.   It has a way of splashing cold water in my face so to speak and it feels....Well,   Icky.  Yuck.  And I want to say, No!  That is not Christmas!   Christmas is when I was little and I gazed into my mom and dad's five and dime beautiful little manger scene and the Christmas tree with blown glass ornaments and icicles!   It was about that special doll!   Christmas cards had beautiful art on the front of them!  A signature and sometimes a sweet little personal note, like...'Hope you all are doing well, Mary Ellen got married last year and we are delighted, how is little Amelia?", sometimes there would be a family photo enclosed and my mother would slip those in her photo album.  .... People would display the cards.  My mom always hung those we received in the slats of the white dining room doors and I remember really enjoying looking at them.   

Christmas was about picking a special toy to bring to the altar at church for a poor little girl, my mother and I always picked the most beautiful baby doll we could find at the store!  

Edit 12.14.23  I still to this day wonder who the little girl was who received my pretty doll sets every year, an orphange?   A very poor home?  Where is she today?

Even as a mommy,  our family would go to the Salvation Army shelters and help with a music presentation (Jem is a musician plays guitar etc.) and our oldest sang, Joycie played piano.  That was the true Christmas spirit.  Gifts would be given to the children, oh that would do it as far as Christmas spirit!

Just this morning I called a nearby senior citizens center Jem and I thought about going to, to help stuff senior Christmas bags to deliver to seniors.   I called for specifics and asked the head lady if she received my monetary donation for the bags (this is smalltown not a huge organization).  I was sooooo excited to be able to send money to a need in my own backyard so to speak!  I had spied the need in their little newsletter and thought it would be such a blessing to them!  I wanted to make sure it got there in the mail okay, the mail has been very up and down lately.  I'm from the old school, I'm close to Pearl Harbor as they used to say, we were financially strapped for most of our younger until recent married years and we're still not made of money although God has seen fit to bless, praise His name. But we've been through it, trust me.  Hubs worked on commission only and we owned our own business, no perks in Real Estate.  I've been acquainted with this lady for years, see her coming and going once in a blue moon...She was busy though chipper but just quick-quick...Yep, I got it!  Oh friends, what has happened to a simple and polite Thank you and sincere appreciation.  I don't expect muffins tossed at my feet, but allow me to say, that that was definitely a cold water in my face moment.  It's as if the enemy knows when we have our hopes up high and does this kind of thing through people.  It's also a good lesson to at least say at least Thank.  You.   As my husband, Jem has always said...There is not much worse than ungratefulness.  I also think the good Lord leads by offenses many times as He closes doors and opens others.   ...Oh well, enough of that!  Just being an honest human.  It makes me grateful for missionaries, friends and organizations who give a hefty thank you!

When I Was Little...

One special Christmas the nightwatchman named Tom at my dad's waterfront business, a Gulf gas station for  both cars and boats and boat slips my dad would rent to shrimpers and boaters.  The little nightwatchman stand was up on stilts like a tiny little house and Tom would spend the nights there watching over the property and the boats.  Tom was chubby and had only one arm, he reminded me of a Fisher Price people.  He had a cleft in his chin and had a light peachy complexion, light brown hair, he always looked very serious.  That precious man picked a baby doll that came with a matching plastic rocking crib just for me!   Do you know that man with one arm wrapped that Christmas gift for me?!    I was SO touched even as a very small little girl, I doubt I was even four years old.  That was such a special Christmas knowing the trouble, precious Tom went through to buy this little gal, me, a gift.  I knew in my little heart and I always cherished that little baby doll, I always, always cherished that little baby doll and crib. 

Sometimes we must get hold of ourselves and pull ourselves back to those simple times.  We must not succumb to the world's way of Christmas or be discouraged, we can keep our homes a sweet and peaceful place.  

There are sooo many blessings to consider and we must fight to keep our eyes on the Christ Child and what the Lord Jesus did and does for us!   It's a perfect time to be that Jesus with skin on to others.

I strive to keep our home that peaceful and sweet place and especially at Christmas.   

Our fur angels are so very important this time of year, they are a blessing and I will start with this precious to-me photo of our little Muffie the evening before he passed away...I love this photo of our sweet Muffie as he lay next to Jem the night before he passed away.  I knew he was not doing well, he looked like a little angel to me.  I'm so glad I caught this beautiful image.  I miss our little Muffie so much, both Jem and I look over at his little wicker bed quite often to still check on our Muffie, the blankets are still just so, gently mussed over where we picked him up and whisked him to the vet's.  It will stay that way for a long while.  They will not be moved or straightened, no.

 

 

 

Our trees represent our love for our pets.

This ornament reminds me of sweet Liesl.

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Liesl is that colossal ball of love.  She had been passed around as a large puppy and when she was around one year old we got that baby!    She's so cute...She tries to talk!

 

 

This is sweet Gracie, she is a hound dog, she is precious and very sensitive.  She decided this day to relax in a new small kitty bed.  She's a large dog As Liesl is, and sometimes I call her "Miss America" because she is long and leggy!  lol   Our daughter found Gracie on the old ranch road literally skin and  bones, and no hair with demodex mange in FREEZING cold weather.  Our daughter threw a tablecloth she had in the trunk over her and got her home to us where we nursed that angel back to health. 

 

Dachshund ornaments represent Atticus, our daughters, dachshund and Peanut who we lost two years ago. 

  

Atticus, our daughter's dog, but he knows his Mimi too.  He's a very sensitive doggy.  That is a coyote collar he is wearing for extra protection outside.

 

Kitties are represented too.  We have, Howdy, Momo and Elbee (Mr. Blue Eyes). 

 

Elbee

 

This is Elbee, (Mr. Blue Eyes), he will not let me get a good pic of him, that rascal.  He's a sweet kitty, a little guy and loves his treats.  He also likes to get in the dirt outside and gets his little nose dirty all the time!  The pic doesn't pick up on his blue eyes.  He was found toddling down a busy road with hawk talon marks on his back, he was just a tiny little kitten!   

 

I have this vintage Christmas card, probably from the 30s or 40s and this looks a lot like Elbee.    

 

 

Howdy

Here is one of our kitties, Howdy. Howdy is shy but very affectionate, he can be a little bossy about that too!  Sometimes I call him, Bossy Britches! lol

He says, pet me - pet me!  I will sit and be in your face until you pet me!  haha

 

Elbee and Howdy this morning.  Edit 12.16.23  This table is hardly ever used for dinner except for holidays, I disinfect the table and placemats when we eat here! ; )

Momo.  

Momo is a feminine little thing, beautiful Momo, glamor girl.  She is Howdy's sister.  She is also very clear when she wants pets. She is also very sweet and very delicate in her walk and actions and likes her food.  Howdy and Momo's mommy was Marilla, we found Marilla under a freeway overpass one dark night. 

 

Momo, along with Liesl love to greet me in the morning first thing!  Good morning Momo!

 

Our Primary Tree

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Our primary tree, it's all of 4 and a half feet and I put it on the coffee table that I grew up with.   Most of our ornaments on this tree of our pets are from our daughters, or finds after Christmas.  The pale pink bulbs are from Dollar Tree, the kind that comes in the long tube.  These are lovely nonbreakable ornaments and I love the pale pink against the maroon wall.  (So vintage!)  The little silver star is from Dollar Tree as well.  

 

 My 'It's a Wonderful Life' Scenes

I've been working on Christmas since Thanksgiving and some of my It's a Wonderful Life Village stays up year round...In the morning I say....Good Morning Wonderful Life peoples!..as I light it up.

This section stays up year round and it's so fun and fanciful.  

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We have Bailey Bros., the Granville House, Mr. Potter's on backrow, on front row we have Gower's drugstore, the library and the highschool.

 

 

From what I've read, Donna Reed was just the person she portrays in It's a Wonderful Life.   Jimmy Stewart sounds very similar as well, and a family man.

 

Our daughter, Grace gave this angel from Hobby Lobby to me one Mother's Day, I usually put something seasonal on her lap as she watches over all the Wonderful Life peoples and buildings.

Here's George here standing in front of the Bailey Bros. Building & Loan Association, poor George, he's beside himself, he is very upset. 

This scene is atop a very, very old Henty book, probably from the early 1900s.  The inscriptions were usually written: Merry Christmas!  From Aunt Emma.   Or:  To Master Thomas.   The Henty books are adventure books written for young men or young women would enjoy them too.

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Here is that wonderful gal, Annie, the housekeeper here at the Granville House where George, Mary and the children live.  

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Don't worry, Annie, Bert the policeman is right around the corner. : )

 

Oh no....It's Mr. Potter!   Yikes!  He's got that money on his lap I tell you!   That greedy meanie-boots crook!  

 

Here's Ernie's taxi, parked right there in front of Gower's drugstore. I'm trying to find a Target brand Ernie, and a Mr. Gower.  But patience, patience...right?   All of these pieces here are the Target brand from the 90s.   Very good memories then, our girls were little and I remember saving my pennies for Gower's drugstore and the highschool.  It was later stolen by dishonest workers who were supposed to be cleaning for mold, but thank God I've been able to restore my little collection and more thanks to patience, gifts from Zuzu and ebay.  I try to be patient waiting on a good value, and sometimes use swagbucks to buy these things.  

 

Across the room we have this part of It's a Wonderful Life.

 

We have Harry in uniform standing in front of the church, city hall with the Bailey children there waiting on mom and dad who are standing in front of the train station.   Many of my Wonderful Life buildings are on my old Grace Livingston Hill books, some of the books are also The Bells of St. Mary's, and probably Peter Marshall's old sermons too. 

 

 

 

 

 

Let's go Over to the Little Bookcase

 

 

We have a model B29 from WWII that Jem put together from a model kit I got him for Christmas a couple of years ago from Hobby Lobby.  I have a fascinating stack of like-new condition 30s magazines called The Farmer's Wife.  We have the Bijou Theater from Wonderful Life, and they are even playing:   Bells of St. Mary's!  One of our little trees lit up and a wonderful Cathedral from Walmart I picked up a few years ago.   Do you see Baby Jesus under the tree?

 

This is exactly like the little Baby Jesus my Sunday School teacher, Mrs. Cooley gave me when I was in the first grade.  It's made from plastic and the little Baby Jesus is removable from the hay.  The original was stolen as I explained above, and thank the Lord I was able to find another one on ebay last year.   

The bookcase with sliding doors is something my dad and my Uncle Bennie made together way before I was born.

 

 

 

These magazines contain the sweetest articles you've ever seen, I read one about games for college age youth, just so innocent and fun, and look at the Christmas subscription price!   5 Years for $1.00!  

 

 

Let's go to the Breakfast table area!

 

The Precious Nativity

 

 I love my Nativity scene.  I love to light it up in the morning and throughout the day I stop and ponder this scene.  I never want to lose the true sweet real meaning behind Christmas.

 

A very, very old Christmas card, probably from the 30s or 40s.  Is this not so sweet?   I just love everything about it.

The Library Christmas Tree Area 

 

This is another little tree, this one is Grace's real tree she bought.  But I do have a little 'police department' building that I thought went well with our Wonderful Life buildings.  I found it reasonably on ebay.  The light-up doggy always stays here atop my old cedar chest that Mr. Jeske made me when I was born.   The police department building sits on top of a stack of children's Christmas books for when the grandchildren come to visit.   This is near our breakfast table too.

 

I have quite a few other decorations even in the guest Edit: 12.14.23 bathroom, many old cards and pale pink bulbs....Another four foot tree that got scooted in the living room when Grace brought her real one home...Oh well, it works. : )

 

There are a lot of memories right now...A lot of precious thoughts too.   We miss those we love and those innocent years of childhood.

 Jem when he was a little boy. This abc shirt was his favorite.

 

I think I was almost 2 years old here.

 

This is me with my little dog, Cutie when I was probably 4 or 5.  I drew this when I was in highschool.  

 

 

 

 

Been to Dollar Tree Lately?

Last week my mom had a total ball at Dollar Tree!  It was one of those very special days and it even did her so, so good, cognitively.   Here she is with one of our little grandsons, he decided he would take a ride on Great-Grandma's walker!

I've been enjoying this Christmas music video on our tv screen, it's so old fashioned and sweet.  Think WWII era Christmas. 

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I sure hope everyone is okay this Christmas season, I know days can seem strange as well as enchanting this time of year.   Many widows and widowers need our prayers, many who have an ill mate need our prayers, many who have very elderly parents as Jem and I do need your prayers.    

 

I appreciate you all so very much!    ~Amelia 

Pearl Harbor, Day of Infamy. Dec. 7, 1941 The Greatest Generation

 

 Pearl Harbor, Today is a sobering day of remembrance.  The following are links to 2016 when our oldest daughter was so blessed to volunteer with our WWII Greatest Generation vets AT Pearl Harbor.  These beautiful men were THERE at Pearl Harbor.  I'll keep it short, but I cannot let this day go by without honoring our vets and keep a dialogue of that sobering day.  We have talked to these most beautiful people at the grocery store and other places, we honor them when we see them.  

One of the vets, Uncle Bob (in the links below) who Janie got to know pretty well, we would call him on his birthday, he said he could see the kamikaze's face swooping down at him as he manned his gun on deck.

The below links will have other links and one is talking to a vet at the grocery store, he broke down in tears that day.  It makes me cry to this day to think of that day talking with him and his wife.

 

The Greatest Generation 

 

More of the Greatest Generation 

 

Our daughter got to know these men who are on this video:

Pearl Harbor Video

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There are quite a few movies too,   'The Fighting Sullivans' is one of them.  An entire family of brothers there fighting and every one of those young men were lost.  A full exhibit of the Fighting Sullivans and the telegraph of their mother, pictures a reenactment of her calling the President is at The Pacific War museum in Fredericksburg, Texas.   I highly recommend that museum.

Other movies are Thirty Seconds Over Tokyo, Destination Tokyo and Best Years of Our Lives.

 

I'm worn out today after taking my mom to Dollar Tree yesterday, oh how happy it made her and I totally get that.  She's almost 94 now...Everyday is a journal page, what will we compose?   

 

Signing off, remembering Pearl Harbor and those mighty and brave men who fought for us.  God bless them.   May we lift our great country up in prayer.

 

God be with us all,    ~Amelia 

 

Of Christopher Robin and Batman...Liesl too. A Wonderful Movie, Most Appropriate for Holidays Coming Up.

 Sometimes...When I watch children play...I see what is right in the world...

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The world of two, four and a half year olds, cousins...We have Christopher Robin here, reminds me of a young Elmer Bernstein in the way he appreciates music and already composes in his own way, dancing around waving his arms to the music...Christopher Robin loves the theme to 'To Kill a Mockingbird' like Mimi. (by Elmer Bernstein).  We even had one of the beautiful scores entitled, Boo Who? from the movie, To 'Kill a Mockingbird' played at Batman's mommy and daddy's wedding.  It was played as I was walked down the aisle as mother of the bride, we even did congregational singing at the end with a famous hymn...it was surreal.   Batman is an extrovert, and has the ability to be an encourager.  Once Batman and Christopher were playing a game in the back on a holiday, Christopher Robin's mommy heard Batman say...You can do it Christopher!   I tell you, you can do it!    Little Batman was so funny this day...I so wish I could have gotten a shot of his feet, he had one rubber boot on one foot and a sandal on the other foot!   That is just what he wanted to wear this day our daughter tells me.  Little Batman is a hoot.  This day, he would have made the perfect children's book illustration, the both of them would have.  They cover their sweet little mouths and giggle, like two little cherubs.  Mimi had bought them Christmas sticker coloring books from Dollar Tree and it was so cute them holding the books facing each other and giggling covering their mouths...Just so innocent and sweet.

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Christopher Robin and Little Batman having the best time every blowing up balloons!   So fun.  It doesn't take much for children to have simple fun.

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 One recent day, Christopher Robin's daddy had to go to the emergency room with a possible broken ankle and we gladly took Christopher with us this Sunday as our daughter could only handle one of the toddlers at the er understandably.  We had just lost our Missy and I turned and looked at this sight in our car...And I saw what was good and right that Sunday.  A Blessing.

 

 

Sometimes when I see our fur angels, I also see what is good and right in the world...

 

This is sweet Liesl.  She is half Shepherd and half Lab and just a colossal ball of love.  Our daughter living at home caught this shot of her on the landing.  She was very upset because it had started to rain and Mimi and Popo were not home yet. 

 

She had been laying here for around an hour very upset with the situation I must say...But alas we were soon home.

 

Liesl now loves to ride in the cart with Popo (Jem).  For several years when we first had her she simply would not get into any moving anything.  I think she was afraid she would be abandoned again, poor thing.   The cart is fun, Jem bought it used from an elderly man who fixes them and resells them.   The man was so funny...He had a golf cart in his living room he was working on!  

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Sweet Liesl, when you look into her dark brown sweet eyes with those blond eyelashes, you see a beautiful soul, almost human like. 

 

 

I remember what was good and right in the world when I see this portrait of my parents in a happy time that hung in our living room when I was growing up.  The portrait looked lit up one afternoon as I was rather upset one day recently, after our fur angel had passed away and I looked up over the computer and saw this sight...It was as if God whispered a breath of Life shining on the portrait.  Very unusual because this normally did not catch this kind of light in the afternoon.  

 

When I see little Elbee, one of our little kitties laying in front of a music station on our television, I smile and appreciate this little fur angel's quiet spirit, it too reminds me of what is good and right in this world.  He has bright blue eyes and is a tiny little white cat.  Joycie rescued him as he toddled down a busy road one day back when she was single, it looked as if a hawk had dropped him, there were talon marks on his back.

Elbee makes his appearances in interesting places.

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Sweet Elbee.  I think he likes pretty vintage music and sometimes Bossa Nova jazz too.   

 

Walks outside are good for clearing our heads and hearts, talking to God.  Sometimes I say...I need to get out of my head.  This was taken on the day of the partial eclipse and we had just lost Muffie the day before.   Do you see the little crescent moon images on the ground?

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A distant shot of Gracie our precious hound dog.  I'll have to post more of her at a later time,  she's a very sensitive dog as well.

 

 

The Holiday and Christmas Season is approaching and this movie is just wonderful to keep things in check.

 

Meet John Doe (1941)  What is there not to love about Gary Cooper and Barbara Stanwyck?    ...Who are the Heelots?   Watch the movie and find out.   This movie speaks multitudes of society, materialism and the beautiful common man.  Oh the messages in this movie!  There is one part that speaks of that Common Man, Jesus Christ two-thousand years ago...   It's interesting, you will see many of the same parallels we see today going on with corruption and power.  

Meet John Doe, directed  by Frank Capra, one of my all time favorite directors from Bisaquino, Sicily where my Grandpa was from.  This girl is half Italian and half German...Imagine that.

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The other day, Jem and I were riding in the car and this song came on...It really touched my heart.  In these days of elderly moms and everything else this just really touched my heart. 

 

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Time to go finish up supper, I hope all is well with you sweet Readers and Friends.

 

...Surely Goodness and Mercy shall follow me all the days of my Life...   From my most read Psalm these days...Psalm 23.

 

Let me know how you all are too dear Friends.    Signing off from My Forest Cathedral....    ~Amelia 

 

God's Comfort for Grieving Pet Parents, Sharing Some Things That may Help (Edited)

Today is a beautiful day outside, I just witnessed Jem quietly (unannounced to me), taking down Muffie's little yard where Muffie would roam around safely.  Many thoughts in the theatre of my mind...

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God's Comfort for Grieving Pet Parents 

Losing a pet can be an incredibly painful experience. God created domestic animals to meet a purpose in our lives. Those who have never bonded with a pet, do not understand the depth of the connection. Sometimes a grieving pet parent is trivialized by other believers, making it even harder to process our pain. God cares about our animals and expresses it in Scripture. In fact, He cares about anything that causes us pain. He is the God of all comfort; it is an expression of His nature to comfort us in any type of pain. This video will provide you with some Biblical basis for looking to God in your time of grief and loss...  (partial description of video)

 

This video just popped up last Sunday on my screen, of course we know it didn't just "pop up"  it was God.

The above is a heartfelt message by Dr. Jim Richards, a pastor and operates a free clinic from what I understand.   He had just lost his beloved pet when he made this video and it's one of the best I've seen as Dr. Richards is clearly grieved and explains things so beautifully and God honoring, keep with him, there will be a video within the video after the first ten  minutes or so.   This video is good for anyone who has lost their beloved pet, or anyone or anything...

 

 

If you read the entry below from October, you will see that we lost our little Muffie, the third one of our fur babies in two months.  Yes, heartbreaking.

 

 

Last evening I passed by his wicker bed on my side of our bed and oh it tells such a sad story...Both Jem and I still go look at the wicker bed when passing through to check on our little guy.  Sadly, he's not here with us any longer, as Muffie has passed to Heaven.  The baby blue blankets are just as they were left on the morning of Oct. 13th as we had left for the vet's.

 

When our precious large dogs, Liesl and Gracie and our daughter's little dachshund, Atticus bark...I tend to wait for little Muffie to start barking too.  It wasn't even a few weeks ago that little Muffie would rise up to still bark when his fur angel siblings would bark at something suspicious.  Our little guy.

He would bark in his later years, sometimes I think since he was blind he was out of sorts... And I would pick him up holding him against my chest as he would stretch his little head back and then he would wiggle after ten minutes or so and I would gently place him in the living room dog bed by my feet, he knew even though blind that he was with me, he even loved laying on Jem or my shoes.

 

  

 

The video above explains quite a bit, many don't understand because they have never bonded with any of God's creatures, many have somewhat of an emotional deficit and it affects reactions and really affects lives and that can be a sad thing. 

 

 

I just bought this book for myself and one for each of our grandchildren:

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Piggy in Heaven

I purchased the books from Christianbook.com.  These are sweet little books that explain our pets going to Heaven, maybe you would like the book too?

 

EDIT 1.13.23   I just shared with our daughter, Zuzu a remembrance of little Muffie that is so cute.  I'll write here what it is:       

He would roll around on his back on a carpet rug and jerk all around on his back and then 'freeze' on his back still, perfectly still...and want us to look at him and give him pets...He could be such a little character... He would do this often in our room on my bedside and give out little growls playfully as if to say..."Look at me!" "See what I'm doing?" "Aren't I funny?"

Thoughts of Christmas and Thanksgiving...I even wrapped our grandchildren's Christmas gifts yesterday in the quiet and stillness...It felt strange but a good thing to do.  

Pasta gravy will be simmering soon.  

Just stopping in dear friends, wanted to share that timely video with you all.    

I cherish your heartfelt comments, they are a Gift.  

~Amelia

I Feel Such a Loss, Feeling Lost. Now we Have Lost Our Little Muffie, Such a Sweet Boy. Unbelievable.

 

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Our little Muffie, taken a few months ago.   He found us in 2007, election season when the debates were going.  He left this green earth for Heaven this past Friday late morning at the vet's office, October 13, 2023.

 

The day before I was cutting one of my soft cotton flannel plaid skirts I deemed unflattering, in two pieces, they were to be blankets for Muffie.  I had just ordered Muffie a package of white cotton baby onesies for the cool weather...Little did I know Muffie would be buried with one of the plaid 'blankets'....The new little package of infant onesies are one of many reminders now...

 

 

 

It wasn't that long ago that our older veterinarian, now retired had told me...When these dogs find your family, they've hit the jackpot.  That was one of the biggest compliments we could have received.

Another comforting thought was when I was holding our little Esther at our old vet's, our pudgie little black rolie-polie poodle when she was very ill...A lady with a cross necklace on who had brought her cat in for an allergy shot, came up to me and bent over to say so sweetly to me...I can tell you really care for your animal.

Those messages were Godsends to me.

 

It was 2007...Muffie was sitting in an intersection on a suburban road as our daughter, Joycie approached in her car, she drove past looking through her rearview mirror back then.  He had turned around and was watching her as if to say, You forgot about me, come back!  She noticed the little guy watching her and made a U-turn going back.  She opened her door and in hopped little Muffie!  She said he rolled on his back playfully on the floor of her car.  So adorable.  

She brings this little guy home, he was kind of like a mini Schitzu.  His fur was quite overgrown, and his collar was rusted shut.  A friend of ours, a Green Beret saw him on our blog back then and said..."Why he looks like a forlorned dustmop!"  He really did, he was so matted but was the lovely color of a golden muffin.

Someone was not caring for this little angel, leaving him outside in who knows what.  He looked like a little muffin!   Huckabee was running for president and Muffie's eyes looked like buttons.  Thus his name:   Muffin Buttons Huckabee.   Thus:   Muffie.

 

A little heartbeat at my feet...

 

He was horribly fearful of any rain at all because of being left out in the elements, you could literally see his little face shake from across a room, I would always try to place him on my lap in those times... 

 

Now may I say?

If you are looking for a happy blog post, maybe this will be a happy life for you to read about sure enough, but my Bible also tells me to weep with those who weep.  I do wish more Readers would understand that this blog is an honest blog about life and understand how very valued genuine empathy/symphathy is.  If you have shared in this holy kindness, just like the holy kindness of caring for God's Creatures, especially taking in those who have no home... You know who you are and you have blessed my heart with that most holy kindness and I appreciate that so very much, you have no idea.   Life isn't always happy and in this case....It has BROKEN MY HEART. 

 

 

I feel Muffie took a part of me with him now that things have hit.   Muffie was with us through the move to the country here, he was in our busy previous home that bustled with baking, cooking, homemaking and Bible lessons that many girls would attend, taught by our second born daughter, Joycie.  Hay rides in the neighborhood at Christmas time.  He was a little bit like our family mascot I guess you could say.

We have lost 3 of our fur babies in 2 months now, so yes, this chapter of my life is very difficult.  So please oblige and be Jesus with skin on.  I don't know about you but I think we need more Jesus with skin on. 

 

Everywhere I look, I see our little Muffie.  Our entire home was set up for little Muffie since he was blind.

 

The vet is our new vet, another youngish man, very handsome with the most gorgeous, wide, friendly smile we have seen in a while, longish hair, now days in a pony tail.  The first time we came in to this new animal hospital he was wearing a new white belted kimono wrap style vet coat.  Jem said later...Wow, I thought to myself...That's the coolest looking doctor I've ever seen.  The young vet is also a farm vet so has to visit many farms in the area in his truck. His scuffed hands tell a strong but gentle story, long gone is the white kimono wrap coat (I'm sure the senior vet owner required them all wear).

He knew what he was doing...Very kind.  I was relieved he was able to find a place for a catheter so things went smoothly and most peacefully, Muffie just went to sleep there like a little angel, our sweet boy. 

 

I looked at the vet after he looked at me and Jem and quietly said...He's passed.   I looked the vet in his blue eyes and with little-girl wonder, peacefully said...It was peaceful and he shook his head yes, yes, the 30 something  young vet was assuring the 60 something mom. He's getting to know me and knows I'm a sensitive and thinking one.   I was so relieved it was peaceful, just like little Muffie went to sleep, not even a flinch that the vet warned could happen.  He looked like a very small sleeping little puppy there, little fur angel.

There was no arguing about it...I had held him in the exam room waiting for the vet, he was uncomfortable even in my arms.  I carefully placed him in his little cozy bed from home we had  brought with us to the vet with that plaid blanket...  He was starting to have trouble breathing it seemed.  It was  breaking our hearts and Jem was tearing up this time.  Actually?  Jem broke down as I read this blog to him.  He jokes around and kids to stave off grief but I see he too is in a grieving process.

 

You see, it wasn't that long ago here that Muffie would sit next to Jem on the couch like a little boy...We would laugh so very hard because if we touched Muffie he would let out a gentle growl to let us know...No, I'm with my daddy.  Leave me alone.   It was so funny, it was like a push button toy that growled playfully when touched.  Sometimes Jem would talk to Muffie and Muffie would look up at him just as a child would!  His little button eyes and even his little mouth's expression said...Really?   I'm your buddy?!

Several years ago though, his little button eyes dimmed, and he became  blind.

He was a little sidekick and loved to be held but then would want in his little bed.   We had a beautiful wicker bed next to my side of the bed where he would be safe at night.   I remember buying the wicker dog bed at a resale shop in the burbs way back when.  Since sleeping next to my bedside, I would place two receiving blankets doubled; a pink one and white and gold stripe one doubled over his side of my lamp shade so my lamp wouldn't disturb him.  Yes, they are still there on my nightstand as well as his wicker bed on the floor by my bedside with blankets left just as they were that morning.

We had a little fenced area for him where he could walk around safely outside, and then he would climb up the little ramp Jem made to the doggy door.  I would place lavender oil on the ramp and the doggy door so he could find those places.  

 

EDIT  10.30.23     He would bark and want to be held...He would just lay his little head back and close his eyes relaxed...Very sweet that he knew to do that in my arms and felt so safe.

Lessons learned for me finally in this life on this green earth.  The night before I held him at the supper table  I knew he didn't look well at this point and was becoming extremely weak.  Jem would sit with him on the couch later...  That night at 2am he cried and we put little Muffie in bed with us...in that plaid blanket...  

It was apparent the next morning he was losing strength not able to stand and crying periodically.  We called the vet and got over there to see what could be done for our angel....The receptionist understood, she had just dug into her kleenex box for me a couple of weeks before when Missy passed, she has fur babies of her own.

I miss our little Muffie.

I think our big white Lab/Shepherd dog, precious and sweet, Liesl knows she needs to comfort me...She took a nap by my feet as I napped quietly that afternoon, she even pawed at the restroom door as if to say...Mom?   You okay?

Seasons of life come and go...We take each loss differently and things hit at different times.

 

I even took the time to gently clip some of his beautiful golden locks perhaps for a locket, maybe our daughters may like to have a lock too,  as he lay there so sweetly before Jem buried our little angel. 

I'll close now...I appreciate those wonderful Friends and Readers who type words of comfort and strength coupled with compassion.  

You see...You are Jesus with skin on.

 

Please oblige, I will not be able to respond to comments most likely for the next several days or so at least for I will be out of pocket.  So my customary replies may be a little late.  Thank you for understanding.  I appreciate you all so very much.

Ask the animals, and they will teach you.  ~Job  12:7

 

God be with us all.  I covet your prayers.

Signing off for now, until the next time from My Forest Cathedral     ~Amelia

 

 

Missy Christmas, Our Little Angel. You Will be Sooooo Missed, our little Angel Girl....

 

This is precious little Missy, last December in her new coat.  

 

I had just been watching Missy, just the cute way she would kind of walk around and flop down appearing to be looking around, though blind, it looked like she could see something, and oh it was so darling....Just so innocent.  She loved our daughter's dachshund and would just wag her tail when she was around him...It made me wonder if she wasn't used to another little dog around her like that.  She so wanted to be friends with Atticus and he was very sweet to her too.   

Edit 10.2.23 4:50pm.  Missy Christmas was dumped here on our street two days after Christmas in literally freezing weather for those who may not know.  It was so very sad but we were so blessed to have this little angel for the far-too short time we were so blessed to have had this heart-warming angel.

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We lost our little Missy last Friday.  I'm severely grieved in my spirit and heart and everything else.   It's very traumatic and heartbreaking for me.  

She was getting up, falling over and hitting her head on the floor.  She started curling her body over to the side.  We had already taken our elderly little Muffie in to the vet, Wednesday before that for similar symptoms and he became better quickly.  So I really expected for Missy too, to get better quickly.  

 

According to the vet, she had something going on that probably had to do with the way she was treated by her previous owners who dumped her in literally freezing cold weather two days after Christmas.  She had had a hernia on her side already, caused by a very hard kick or hit by a car.   I just don't know who the monsters were who had this little angel. 

 

I'm so disappointed with many things that have happened lately, just sick at heart.  I know I have  blessings and I know God is watching, He's even watching the sparrow but I'm just really sad at heart, I'm mourning and God understands that.   

 

It's easy to get cynical with people even.  almost everyone just starts looking like a fake to us at times...People say crazy things when we lose our pets, they'll even say crazy things using the Bible, can you imagine what God thinks of that?  His heart must break too.

 

Many times we are already wondering who is real anymore for God's sake?!   Who in God's name can sympathize and behave in a caring way instead of having their faces imbedded into their screens!    Who can we find who is not so busy going to church that they can't be the Church?  

 

Last Friday I looked around in the stores, Jem and I.   I was so upset inside the stores and restaurant waiting for the vet to call me the first time around.   I just looked at people, they seemed like zombies.   I tell people my dog is at the vet's not doing well...They don't even know how to respond!  What has become of this culture?!

 

 

We pick Missy up the first time and as we waited their was a youngish lady with very frightened German Shepherd, just precious, he was shaking after his rabies shot.   She had a tshirt on and on the  back of it, it said...Be Strong in the Lord.   I told her I liked her shirt and that I sure needed that message that day.   She acted sheepish and quiet about it although smiling to herself, obviously a nice person but seemed a little socially inept and not too terribly empathetic to maybe what was going on with me and my pet who we were waiting for?   ...And I'm just thinking...Now isn't that something?   She's wearing that shirt and can't even defend the message or give encouragement.  I'm just mentally shaking my head.  Later Jem shared, that yes, he noticed the girl was quiet on that.   

 

The whole world is crazy isn't it at times?   Although, of course there are right things in this world too that I thank the Lord for.

In this case we had to make the agonizing decision to euthanize our little angel, and I even have questions on that, she was suffering and it was Friday evening, we brought her home from the vet's office, he said it didn't look good.   We brought her home and she cried and cried...We brought her back to the vet's seeking help and wisdom.

 

The very young vet, a handsome, fresh-looking black young man, someone who looked like he should be an actor on pbs children's programming, was very sweet, he looked like he was about to cry too.  He had recommended euthanizing but I've learned to never take that advice without looking into things.  I've been told that twice in the past ten years and both times it was not needed, the animal wasn't suffering and both times the pet recovered fully! 

 

I told the young vet the story of the nursing home I used to volunteer at, a middle aged man who had been in a car wreck was there.  He had passed away and was brought back by the paramedics.  He said the first thing he saw in Heaven was all of his dogs from his life who had passed to the other side, there to greet him...  There was no reason for that man to tell me that either, and I've always remembered his testimony of that.   

 

I quietly told the vet through tear filled eyes....

And I believe that.

 

When they gave my angel the first shot to sedate her she jumped and flailed and I was horrified, I looked at the  vet tech with fear, horror and tears and asked Is this normal?   

 

I held my little angel and cried and told her Oh Missy, I'm so sorry we could not help you more... 

 

After they took her to the next room we waited on the bench in the far side of the lobby and I cried so hard, just so very hard.  I did not care who heard me either.

 Pet Loss Grief; the pain explained.  Sarah Hoggan DVM

 

 

I have many questions right now on how things happened.   The lady above is a trauma vet and she explains our feelings so, so, so, so well.  Just.   So.   Well.   

 

Please give the video a listen, it's only 16 minutes.

 

 

 

I must go now, please say a prayer for this gal.   ~Amelia